I don't really know how fast the time is lately, and everything seems to be passing me by so quickly. As a matter of fact, I didn't realize my real situation until it was a little bit late and urgent. Seriously, I really hate sugar-coated bullets, and I have already put myself in a difficult situation which is not bright or promising. I need to struggle and strive so hard for my survival this time again, and there is no difference from 3 years ago. It's gross and disgusting, and I have to swallow it.
Will I find my way out? Everybody says so, even when they don't know where to go and what to do.