I was planning either to learn some more words or to continue my Pro/E book, but as I have said, my study effiiciency in front of the computer is merely about 0.5%. Predictably, just after like 10 menutes' reading the book, I threw it away, and began my adventure on the BBS again like always. Ahhh...it made me so casual and released. This time I found something stunning.
The first thing is the accusations of scientific misconduct in China becoming rife article on nature. It is ashamed that this is real here. It was said that the fabrication, falsification of data and plagiarism among Chinese universities are very common, and they are becoming rife...As a matter of fact, I am never good at discussing such kind of problems here on my space, but this time, because of the revelation of the faking research and the stealing designs of the China's first digital signal-processing chips in SJTU, I realized that such kind of problems are not far from us. And it is not only shocking, but also pathetic...Thinking about the researches in our laboratory, it's quite common that some students falsify the data so that the result could be what they expect, but truly not the one that reflecting the real situation. The same is true for the plagiarism of the chips and the fabricating paper thing in both SEU and Sichuan Uni...Sometimes when I recall my rebellious math teacher in last semetser, I couldn't help but agree with him on some contemporary phenomena, and wonder how come he doesn't get what he deserves. Is it because he is too honest with everything? Evil persons in this world can get what they want, but not the good ones. Is it true? Or maybe this has nothing to with being evil or anything, because those kind of persons were born to be what they are, for they were taught to be like that. And this is the problem of the society not a single person. Actually, for a long time, I am pretty pessimistic about the deterioration of the morality of our society, to top it off, I can't find any consolation to make myself feel any better. And I believe unless some big things happen here, the present situation will never change, not even the least. Who knows? But think again, nobody's expecting big things would happen here, as we are all living in this seemingly harmony society which just needs some little adjustments so that it can be the best. I do wish we can be any better some day somehow...
Let this fabracating thing undone up there, my next discovery was I found that there are some ones out there who are so good at English. I mean, I knew this theoretically, but this time I found my proof...Of course those some ones are all my peers. So once again, I begin to worry that how come I didn't study as hard as I was supposed to so that I can enjoy everything in this world. Maybe some people do need prodding so that they can go any further, at least, down to earth, I belong this group. So once again, I find where I am heading for, where I am supposed to go.
Maybe sometimes, I should give myself some release so that I can see my way around well, so that I can know where I am going...After all, just enjoying where you are at is another temporary excuse which only makes you paralysed mentally. Now I begin to doubt about this philosophy.