Well, say that I am sensitive or whatever, but I just feel so ashamed of myself in this whole process sometimes. I really feel humble. I don't know if this is the right thing for me to do especially when the financial crisis is spreading across every corner of the world. I am just following my heart and instinct. Quite often, the idea of going the wrong way haunts me. Maybe I am not choosing the right way, because somehow I can "see" my future? Quite psychic. If so, I have nothing to blame except my fate.