MP left for Christmas and now may have got to Chicago, not far from the house, while I got up at 11:00am
and everything's still the same as where I have left. Seemingly, all I need to do is just to be myself again, but
things are far different from it seems to be. MP asked me to think while I am alone,and
the more I think, the deeper I will fall. Nobody wants to be hurt, and that is my
greatest fear. I believe no pay no gain, I think my answer would be
I will give my all!
Being with MP really amazed me, because it was a brand new
experience that I have been dreaming to have. Sometimes when you
want something, you may never get it, but once it comes, you may be
surprised. I didn't expect to have that, because I can't expect too much,
as I know high expectation can cause the unexpected disappointment in the end.
That's just how we are protecting ourselves.
Anyway, after my previous crazy, amazing, splendid several weeks, I decided to indulge myself
into this tedious, long, tiring academic world again. This time, I believe I can overcome all the obstacles and I
will prepare for MP's coming back...
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Time To Put the Pieces Together